All or nothing
Give without getting
In return
Considerate
But no consideration given
The brain fires bullets
Words of severity resonate
But not spoken
Agitation building
Release in darkness
Of crawling confusion
This season
It is not meant for you
Not your time
Not your now
Wrestling the thoughts
Some ugly
Some beautiful
Some accurate
Some not
Creeping
Wanting
But no
Worthy of so much more
And yet
Picking is wrong
So is the season
Settle into the now
Let go of daydreams
Not meant for you
Keep Crawling
Until you can
Stand
strengthdefined 